Today has been a bittersweet day, because I have a confusion of happy and sad thoughts even though it has made me strange. In fact, I'm sad about the direction my life is taking. That's because, today, I received the news that I was approved iiT, my classification was one of the best, which made me very happy. However, I soon received the news that I could not start the course in IIT, which ended all my happiness, left me distressed and aimless. That's because my father said that we don't have enough economic conditions to pay the fees that the course requires.
Although I am sad, I know that I cannot change that and I need to compose myself and strive to change this situation and be able to project my dreams again.
In the Chinese culture they like to show off their kids when they are doing good. But in American culture they do not do that. So she is embarrassed since she is trying to adapt to american culture
